How would it be, to allow this experience to rest on the cusp of an ever-bubbling question mark … ?
In place of the endless desire to land on an answer, to figure out every last bump and scratch, to garner every morsel of what is seemingly known, to hold on to what you think should be…………………. how would it be to widen your open-ended curiosity, pondering and wondering in to all that is really going on ?
Brave enough to open your palms to the sky, knowing that you don’t know, with a willingness to linger in to the silent question mark …………. just that.
Things will come up (most likely) … things that may not always feel so welcome. Relationships ‘falling away‘. ‘Dis-ease‘ stepping in, silently and unannoucned. ‘Circumstances‘ propelling you in unexpected and unknown directions.
Rather then ‘throwing the toys out of the pram‘, or ‘burying your head deep in the sand‘, or attempting to ‘nail down‘ every last piece of seeming fact … how would it be to give it up, expanding in to what is not (yet) known, resting on the cusp of the pregnant question mark?
Instead of hiding fear behind a wall of apparent knowledge, can we be curious in our experience, stepping out beyond what we know in this moment? Instead of locking things down, fitting everything in to neat little (limited) boxes, can we open things out, welcoming in new knowing?
Whatever it is that is bothering you, troubling you, can you be brave enough to not know?
Can you be brave enough to allow for a light curious question mark to surround what it is that appears to be going on, and rest there …… right there on the cusp?
We can believe ourselves in to a tight rigid spot, or we can welcome in the space for new knowing to arise.
So hooked in to wanting this to be over, so ‘hell bent‘ on demanding that everything settles, we walk straight past the point … We miss seeing with new eyes, whilst standing surrounded by all that we thought we once knew … We miss riding on the cusp, whilst staying in deepest contact with our truest eternal Self.